4am

i cant sleep at all. i swear i have a sleeping disorder, i never sleep at night only durring the day if oreo lets me! (my puppy). but anyways im so nervous about going to college soon. what if i have a roomate and we dont get along at all ? or what if she is very messy! omg what if she is boring ??? i hate boring people. they are so annoying! i use to live with my cousin who was super boring, she didnt want to goto parties, she didnt want to goto the mall, she didnt want to go shoping she was so blah ! she didnt even want to get a tattoo with me which sucks ass but i mean i still got mines so it was all good :) i want to get more. i want a chinese symbol for strenght behind my neck, i want a fairy on my waist and i want a quote by my ribs, and i want something on my butt cheek. i dont know what thats going to be yet but its going to be small..thats not alot right ? my parents think im insane for wanting more tattoos but getting it does not hurt so i dont see the problem lol. also guess what? i already made my birthday plans! im going to puerto rico to go party! yup im going there cause i heared the clubs there are AMAZING! and also im going with my bestfriend, we are going to be having so much fun at the clubs and strip clubs (yes strip clubs) we going to make it rain lol. im super excited for it. last night i saw my hunybun, so that had put me in a great mode, which was very much needed considering that yesterday was totally poop before i saw him. i spent the whole day complaining lol well thats it, im getting off this im going to go watch a movie and eat :)

i love this pic cause my butt looks big lol. when i saw this pic i was like good job alexa !

i hate my small lips :(

her voice is seriously amazing !

this summer

i am beyond excited for summer ! i cannot wait for it to come ;) my family was planing to have a big family reunion in atlantic city but that sounds lame. i wanted to goto brazil but my dad says thats a hell no because i only wanted to go there to party of course. so instead he proposed a summer program for fashion design in ITALY! yea thats way better then brazil. that would be so fun but i am more interested in an acting camp in paris or italy. although i love fashion i can not sketch at all so how am i going to do fashion design ?? so thats what i am looking forward to. i want so bad to be on my own. i am an only child so can you imagine the level of over protectiveness my parents force upon me ! its crazy

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Ok so this is exactly how i want to do my hair in december before i goto college. i think its cute and different. my cousin dont think i should cut my hair. she loves long hair but all she does with her hair is put it in a granny ponytail lol so idk why shes talking but yea thats what im going to do. now when it comes to college i want to goto a college in virginia,georgia or alabama but but in florida (where my mom lives) or newyork (where my dad lives). i believe that college is when you leave your parents and move on to be on your own. but my parents wants me to be in the same state as them so they can boss me around...not gonna happen lol

im back !

wow its been FOREVER since i came on this. i been super busy with school and things like that but im back . well since i wrote on this some new things has happened. i got my lip pierced and i love it ! my uncle has moved in with me and my mom i have gotten a new phone (blackberry) and im almost done with school i only have like 5 more months then im off to alabama university hopefully lol. well ima post more things later. bye for now